Leeteuk Closed His CYWORLD!

Now, I swear we are not as bored as neitzens to even report THAT!
But what got us concerned is the letter he left from himself before deleting his cyworld’s mini page! I’ll let you read it and judge for yourself ~!!!

The text we’ve got is the Chinese translation of the message
that our girl Jennifer translated it to English for us ^^



Here let’s read it together …
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Thank you all for following the not so outstanding obba.
You don’t have to be too nice to obba, but I hope you can be beside me until I leave this world forever. I am who I am, and I want to be myself, but because of suju, I’m willing to change.
The thing I want to do the most right now: Let Suju rule the world
Don’t talk to me with that tone. I’m your obba, obba, obba, obba.

Being a trainee is a long journey, and it’s very tiring that most of the people tell me to quit, but I know I can do it [ShenYue: I think it should be CANNOT(?)], it’s a weird feeling. Sorry that I let everyone see me in tears again, I thought I can hold it, I’m strong. To avoid myself from crying, I joked around, but ..it’s not working. To me right now, I’ll cherish my surroundings.

I wish Suju can earn every award in Asia. I want to be a MC/DJ. I want to act too, even it’s an unimportant cast, I’ll do it! And, no matter how people view me, I will still be myself. I will only change for Suju. We don’t have a regular job, because we are singers, actors, MC, and comedian. As long as people give us a chance, we will succeed. We don’t separate jobs, because we are a team. All members gave in their full effort, both before and after debut. No matter it’s a praise or a criticism, we will all remember it in our heart. We will correct our errors and do our best to learn new things. We haven’t show you guys everything, please expect us, like us, and we will keep working hard, Thank you!

I, maybe I shouldn’t even come to this world. No matter it’s me at age of 3 or 5, or even until now, I have received love from my parents. As I grow, my body experienced pain. I felt pressured. Pressured caused me stress. Like right now, I’m suffering. This kind of burden caused me to be cautious. I have to learn while I grow, I have to learn it little by little. I haven’t learn everything yet, I want to be an adult
I have a goal when I first debut, but now I know that there is way to many thing that I have no clue of. I always use an excuse of I’m too busy preparing for the group, to block myself from self-learning.
Even though I don’t have any ability, but I’ve always wanted myself to give in full effort, really!
This is what I want to tell you guys, I think I’m still qualified to be on the stage.

Just in couple of more hours, I will have to leave my CY. I’ve been sharing my life, thoughts and feelings on this place since I first debut. It gave me strength. I will be back when I’m more mature and more near perfect. I will not ask you guys to wait for me, but as long as you don’t cheat on me, hehe.
About Junsoo, since the day he was lighten by the camera light, he transformed himself to Eeteuk. He transformed to a person who is always enjoying the spirit on the stage, no matter how hard it is in behind.
I am Eeteuk. I am Super Junior’s leader. I will be more perfect right? My dream is to let the world cover with the balloon of sapphire blue.
I will not use END, but AND.

As a singer, he said he is touched on stage when fans screaming at the bottom.
I am Suju’s special special special Eeteuk~~~~
Effort and time will never betray those people who gave them!

I Hope all of this is the message from god…
I will always be a humble, thankful, and hard working person. I have so many people to thank. Even though I can’t write everyone’s name down, but I sincerely thank all of the people who know Jungsoo. And to all of the people who known me as Eeteuk, I love you all.
Mr. LSM and all SM faculties, Thank you. It’s the combination of everyone’s effort that created a miracle to allow Super Junior to be on the stage.
Super Junior’s everlasting friend E.L.F. We promised to be togther forever!
And to my family, I love you.
My 12 other members, I really want to thank you guys, and I love you guys.
From now on, each time we cry, I hope it’s because we’re happy…
I love you guys! I love you guys! My love is everlasting~
Ah~ I’m your obba. I’m getting old …

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We trully donno what is going on with him …
Or behind the scene with LSM and his SUJU projects?
The latest news on his SOLO show we have is that he feels awkward when a person complain about his/her partner during the show. Cuz apperantly he has no clue how to give suggestions!!

But just like so many fans brought up …
This he wrote over there sounded like …
a person who is going to GoodBye the world(?)
Heaven HELP!

ShenYue!
http://alhue.multiply.com/journal/item/44/leeteuk_closed_his_cyworld